Commitment!!!

I am becoming complacent......I recognize the signs. I need

to wash the old away and begin anew. I haven't done anything

dumb yet but I feel myself letting my guard down and I can

not do that. Not again.

I am remembering a bit of a song from 1776. John Adams is

alone in the Hall where the convention for Independence is

being held. Everything seems to have fallen apart.

"They want me to quit. They say 'John, give up the fight.'

Still to England I say...Good Niight, Forever, Good Night!!!!

For I have crossed the Rubicon; let the bridge be burned

behind me.......come what may, come what may! COMMITMENT! Is anybody there? Does anybody care?

Does anybody see what I see? "

So......I am recommitting to this life or should I say, this way

of life because I am here, I do care......and I do see me.