Even amongst the prickles, there is something nice.

You never know about things. Something you plan to go one way, suddenly goes the other way. You just never know. Last week, I went in to say goodbye to my shrink and found there

was something more to learn from him. I returned this week and found that it was a good thing that I did return. It wasn't that I learned anything new but that I was able to confirm in my own mind that I was ready to let go.

We talked about the many changes I have gone thru and all the hard work that had been done. It was hard. Alot of it was painful. Sometimes, I would hack away only to find the way blocked and unbreakable. I had to backtrack and come at it from a different angle. The human mind is not easy to penetrate. I realize that I still have some issues but I feel more willing and more able to face these issues and deal with them. I have found that asking for help does not make you weak.........IT MAKES YOU STRONG! We were not meant to be alone. Each of us requires another to get thru certain things.

I am grateful that I had JJ but I am now able to move ahead and beyond. Forward Yoooooooooooooo!